Life, Unlife

Scene 1
Change. Damn!
No, incessant screaming and ranting.
Anger.
Acceptance.
Err Acceptance to a degree.
Survival instinct to keep going on and maximize exit at a favorable time.
The want for freedom.
Conflict.
Losing sanity.
Doubting each decision. Afraid to take action.
Getting drunk, being carefree and regretting it.
The lost of innocence and peace.
Waiting for the D-day.
Waiting, waiting.
Waiting.
Waiting.
Unlife.
Boom! D-day.
Slowness, sluggishness.
Peace.
Return to sanity, normalcy
Return to happiness.

Scene 2
Being centered.
Being centered.
Change! whimper.
Being centered.
Being centered.
What for?
Chasing dreams, feeling life.
Chilling out
Having fun.
Getting drunk without remorse
Gaining weight.
Change! Boom.
Promises to be centered. 
Being centered.
Being centered.
Appreciating the haves.
Being at peace with the have nots.
Return to sanity, normalcy.
Return to happiness.

 Scene 3.
Feeling small.
Feeling helpless.
Feeling a victim.
Unlife.
Death.
Realization of time wasted, energy wasted.
Looking back at things that were and could have been.
Being centered.
Realization of "now" and being present.
Being at peace.
Return to happiness.
Logging out.